I was sorry to leave Florida and Robert behind. I wish I could let my Robert catch me, but I can't. I cannot drag him into this mess that I made. If I had only realized that... but there is no sense in pondering what should have been. I have spent the last 15 years wishing that I had told Robert how much and how deeply I love him. We still have those sparks between us. I could feel on the waterfront last year in Port Charles and I could feel it in May. If only Luke had given us a few moments alone.
My travels have now bought me to a place that brings me memories of a happier time, my life with Robert. What I would give to get that back.
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